__CINEMA PELIGROSA
__ECLIPSE
__PAST LIFE RECORDINGS
__CLOSE YOUR EYES
__FANTASMAS



 

PAST LIFE RECORDINGS - 1997

01. CHEMICAL ANGEL
02. GROUNDFLOOR
03. MADONNA
04. DIVEBOMB
05. BELIEVE IN NOTHING
06. COLLISION
07. HOLE IN YOUR ART
08. ASHES
09. POISONS
10. SOUND ASLEEP
11. ICED THE SWELLING
12. FEARLESS

 

Past Life Recordings was released May of 1997. The material was recorded in 1992 in San Antonio and Austin at Lone Star Studio. Comprised of 12 songs and two of Glorium's first singles it's like a first album that was released third, in the EV style of publishing older punk stuff.

 


 


CHEMICAL ANGEL

Let's get out of here and go for a ride
Cut us a path through the dark outside
Man it smells like something died
An angel swims in the shimmering night
A light up ahead, are we heading for it?
A signal, a sign, are you gonna adore it?
One hundred miles per hour like a screaming Medea
Something lies still in the middle of the street

I am glowing with energy
I can see everything

I just got fired it is so much more
My job was just a glistening a vibrating sore
New night dawning it's electric and cool
With a silver white moon it's a chemical jewel
Everyone's nervous about the alien bug
Everyone's falling into my view
Yelling out a warning, handing out a drug
With wings on fire shot out of the night
Sweating out a river from deep in my brain
All of my past lives are sucked down the drain
A fragile vessel floating on a forty day rain
Like everything is gonna begin again



PAUL: This song began as George's bassline, and we all jammed on it. I remember writing it in Ernest's old garage on King's Court St. Our friend came over, Jason Cotrell, and we played it for him. His reaction was, "That sounds like Mudhoney mixed with Fugazi."


 


GROUNDFLOOR

There are cities and everybody's moving around
I can make little noises
Our batteries are running down

Kiss capitol goodbye /
Where I let it lie
Where I let it sound
Where everything's unwound

I can take another stroll around the structure
Pull the cork, forget the proper nouns
I can make another trip to the mailbox
Put the flag up, tear it down

Down to the ground Floor
Where I let it sound
Where everything's unwound
Unwind

There are plenty of lights in the sky shining down
A million dots in your eyes
Sixteen ounces in a pound
I can make another call on the phone
But there's enough lines in my skin
So bring the poles down

Down to the ground floor
Where I let it sound
Where everything's unwound




PAUL: This began as a riff that Lino had and we took it to George and his brother Tony first I believe. Tony had this super fast complicated drum beat he was playing with it. It was awesome. Juan changed that quite a bit and made it more about the toms and low sounding rythms.


 


MADONNA

I
finally met Madonna, de nada, Madonna
I'd seen her before / We sat on the floor
Put her hand on my neck
And smoked on my pipe
I didn't mind that
I'm an enduring type, Madonna

With her man Cash, whose in my Hum class
Never seen anybody built so squarely
Or so damn hairy
Now I understand the lord has given me a man
Now I understand the lord has given, Madonna

We were listening to rock
Her friends on her left
His friends on his right
His hand on his crotch
Can't you see suffering will always be me, Madonna?
Sometimes people can never be close




PAUL: Madonna was a VU style song that Lino first came up with. He wrote the lyrics as well. I usually sing it a lot looser if we do it these days.


 


DIVEBOMB

I thought about the past, I thought about control
I was coming in last, Now I can't move slow
Never was wrong I said yes not no
Going so fast to go so goddamn low

Picked up momentum picked up speed
Losing everything by gaining the lead
A one-way ride down a slippery slide
All of my memories crash and collide

Divebomb I'm alive I'm on

I was just a bullet shot down from the sky
Not sure why I ever fucking try
Not sure how I'm gonna live this through
Look out of my window
At the bottom it's you

North is at the top
Feeling force of drop
The bottom is the stop
Stop

 

 






PAUL: We hear more requests for this song than any other. It's funny because it's the first song we wrote together. We were at KVRX at UT with johnboy and Joey Edwards was Djing. He played this, and Barry or Tony said that sounds like Lungfish. We had never heard of Lungfish. So then he played a johnboy song, and Ern said, let's hear some Helmet.

  BELIEVE IN NOTHING

One man in the circus who used to eat fire
Wiped his nose on his sleeve and said "Believe,
Believe in nothing."
That's what he told me, and I believed
And I believed it
Believe in nothing
Don't believe a word that they say

And hey where do they preach it?
Where do they teach?
Where do they teach it?
Believe don't believe

There was nobody there that could bind me

If I try to enroll myself in
and shave off the last of my hair,
then there's Believe, believe in nothing
I'm not taking you anywhere

There was nobody there that could bind me

Now I'm a man and I live in a box
I suck on rocks, hold nothing close to my heart
Say don't believe it, Believe in nothing
Because it's tradition
We've done that for a million years
Now do you see it? Do hear me?
Well don't believe me?
Those who tell me don't really know

Where do they preach it?
Where do they teach?
Where do they preach it?
Believe don't believe

There was nobody there that could bind me

PAUL: Believe was one of Lino's songs. The lyrics are partly from an old Crowbar song which was based around a Buddhist proverb, but mostly Linus wrote all the verses in the Glorium version.


 


COLLISION

What is your name and who made that call?
Some scientist who fell in a hole
Some god-crazed Italian who sailed on the sea?
Looking for some land that was free?

There's no turning back

How does it go and who says so?
The one who wrote the book doesn't know
I went real low but I won't fall
I built it up and I shattered it all

Sometimes I think that I am sometimes I think

I need a shack that I can strap on my back
Take on soul-hunting trips so at least I can rest
Lick dust from my lips, mouth a kiss to the air
A stable here for when I'm there



PAUL: Collision was something that Lino brought to practice. It's very Sonic Youth influenced from the guitars standpoint. He wrote the lyrics too.



HOLE IN YOUR ART

Know that in time it will be where it should be
And all of these thoughts of me, of insufficiency
will pass and they will be replaced, erased
by memories without a trace of doubt
that it can't survive with what it is without

I couldn't make the play or play the part
I couldn't find the dot on the chart
I couldn't take the day or get the day to start

Things listed promised to complete
But hid under a pile of reminders that are always missed,
so I made a list
Enjoying the easiness of defeat
But I won't be beat by that fist
Stay under for awhile but in the meantime
I'm digging through the file

I couldn't take the day or get the day to start
I couldn't find the hole in your heart

I was waiting for the starting shot
So I can start shaking loose the rot
I know this must be taught everyday
Every obstacle must be fought
Every battle that be overcome
must be treated like the last one
I hold tight all of the lessons I learn
Until the time is right for me to burn it

 


PAUL: This is one of the first songs we wrote in Austin on E 50th St.


 

POISONS

Went out for the night
Told you I'd like try my own poisons
You said "Not on your life."

Asleep in the tunnel
Under the beast
I see hot breathing rise up from the streets

It's winter here in this time zone
The falling numbers say it's time to go
I've died, I've already died, goodbye

A broken man has his hand out
We walk on by
Our hands in our pockets
We don't speak / I don't ask why



PAUL: Ernest had this one from his time in Providence jamming with some guys in a group called Sangamon. I wrote new lyrics for it inspired by New York City streets. Linus came up with the lines about poisons and time zones.





ASHES

One line to remind me maybe just one word
I can't remember what has just occurred
Something's always happening to me
Something's tattooed on my mind
The water I left running someone I left behind

Do you remember this?
I still have the picture
It was just another kiss

Thoughts travel fast but I don't know where
I blew away the past with one suck of ash








PAUL: I think this one began as Lino's riff, and then we all jammed on it. I think it has a bit of a Nirvana influence in it.



 


SOUND ASLEEP

I sit back eyes soft focus
I am drained / Can't feel a thing
I am untouchable
I am unreachable
I am unrecognizeable
What did I do today?

Lay my head back/ And then the ringing
Getting clearer / Getting nearer
Someone's singing in the mirror
Getting closer, getting further away

What did I do today? What did I do today?









PAUL: I really like this one, how there's not so many words. It's the feeling of fading away.


ICED THE SWELLING

I've got a gut feeling about this one
I've got some gut feelings about this
There's something missing
And it's getting old
Cut me to pieces if you need to feel whole
Breaking that boundary
Now I'm growing
Breaking that boundary so you're cutting me down
It starts here how about now?

Iced the swelling but it's not going down

Outside is the sun
How high is the sun?
I was as high as the sun
You're not the only one
I'm so sick of the sun
So tired of the sun
Do you think it's well lit?
It's not the only one

Am I willing to kill? Would I kill this one?
Would I kill for this? Am I willing to kill this one?
No
I'm in the middle stuck hard
The thick of the tar
It's time to pull out please don't stand in my way
What you gave me pulling me under
Let me glow like a sun or lock me away

It's a big enough crack, a thick enough space
Some light may seep in on my face
You keep me beneath the line of visibility
Did I kill this time wastefully?
We treat each other so tastefully




PAUL: Jason McNeely told me that this song inspired him to form a group with three guitars called Windsor For the Derby. He said we made two guitars sound like three and he thought that was the coolest thing. I think we were trying to write the most dramatic song we possibly could. The beginning intro from George is very brainy and he's playing all these weird chords that I think he picked up from a classical composer. The intro was a jam that we recorded and loved the looseness of it, wanted to join this loose intro with a tighter body.

 





FEARLESS

This is the bottom line
Fearless showed his ugly face
Beautiful, it's beautifu

Yeah I've seen that before uncountable times
Uncountable times
I've seen it
This is the hour to rebuild the jaws of resistance
I'm devoted to another cause
Break down the laws of power
Resistance
Power
Resist
These are violent days
Rage of youth, I want change
But I can't be afraid of the violence




 




PAUL: Fearless was written once we were living in Austin, a part of our second batch of songs which are all more aggressive and noisy. The arrangement idea came from jamming, reviewing the rehearsal tapes, and liking the way it organically changed from a stop-start thing into a flowing driving thing, sort of a race to the end, then returning to the beginning to start the process over again.

 








 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   

   


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